God's way

When i'm in trouble.. when i just surrender. He gave me ways. He gave me so much more through my parents. My parents is a gift that God sent to me. i love my parents so much, i love God. Thanks for giving me so much love God, Dad & Mom. Love you much. Please pray, so i can make you all proud. so i can give you back what you need from me.

Christmas 2014 - Healing

"Family"
This one..
this word have much meaning in life nowadays.
But Many people already forgot what is the true meaning of FAMILY.
Me too. Family now is just some prototype... when there is bro-sist, mam-dad, aunty-uncle, nephew-niece, etc.
I need some thing so i can go back to where family is not just a prototype but a love between people who shares thing that can't be shared to everyone, where family is accept each other unconditionally, where each other have some connection between condition that can help each other through that problem.
I miss those moment.
God please, heal my family. So we can be the family that you want us to be. Amen.

The Life of Love (Arthuro-Mary) Part 1

The Life of Love (Arthuro-Mary)

Once upon a time, there was a boy who loves one girl so much eventhough that boy know that both of them can't be together. But for one reason, this girl still believe that they still can be together.
One day a boy asked the girl what to do next, the girl said that we should just let it our love flow, like a river.
That time that boy agree, but he doesn't know what will happen next.

A few days later...

"You should be happy!!" Said the girl's mom.
"Why?" Replied the girl name Mary.
"It should be the secret until your birthday next month" the mom replied when blinking her eyes.
"Mom, don't make anxious.. you should not tell me about this till my birthday then"said Jane while pouting her mouth..
"Be patient dear, it should be our birthday present for you"

A moments later...
Drrrt... drtt...
"Where are you?"
"I'm home my ar, why?"
"Nothing, i just miss your voice."
Mary smile beautifully with the blushing face. Then she reply,
"Ehm, thanks"
-Silent for a moment-
"Mary, please help me" her mother yelled to her from basefloor.
"Sorry ar, i need to go"
"Okay" reply ar with the sadly face

"Why you take so long go downstair honey?" Mom ask mary.
"I just called by ar" she reply with the happy face

Riddle

Someday, my brother and i discussed about riddle, he asked me to answer a question. Thats a though one.
After that i have an idea to wrote a thing about riddle in blog. And there it is:

Riddle is a thing that people usually hard to understand
"What is the truth?"
That's the question which usually people anxious about.
Or maybe, "am i right?"

........

Some people really have some riddle in life. One doesn't know how to solve that kind of riddle and the other one doesn't need to be disturbed by this kind of thing.

The bad thing is when we can solve the riddle and the other one can't is we could be hated by the person who can't solved that kind of riddle.

So, the question is: "what is the point?"
Nah, what's the point of making riddle? Is it just to get the self confession for us to ranked better than the other? Or just to make other people jealous of what we have? Or there is another reason?

Faith

Someday i would like to say a thing like this:
"At first, i don't believe a single thing about God. But not now. Now i believe every single thing about God."
That's the faith i want to have.

Fear

Fear, it's one of the most feeling that human usually have. (Mistake: Every creature)
Whether you are wrong or right, what's left is just a presumption about being wrong

Turn off the light

Turn off the light and take a photo..
And the result is like this....
Dark, dark is not as sad as we think. Sometimes can be happy like the moment that i share.
So cheer up in darkness, find someone who can be with you through your dark side.