Long Time

*sigh*

Hey readers, long time can't update this blog.

I'm really sorry,

so many ass to do.

hmm, i have so much story to share here.

but i don't have so much time to write that now.

can you wait it till next week?

hehe, anyway, don't forget to praise God, okay?

see yea readers. :)

Dilated cardiomyopathy [info]

Dilated cardiomyopathy or DCM is a condition in which the heart becomes weakened and enlarged and cannot pump blood efficiently. The decreased heart function can affect the lungs, liver, and other body systems.

DCM is one of the cardiomyopathies, a group of diseases that primarily affect the myocardium (the muscle of the heart). Different cardiomyopathies have different causes and affect the heart in different ways. In DCM a portion of the myocardium is dilated, often without any obvious cause. Left or right ventricular systolic pump function of the heart is impaired, leading to progressive cardiac enlargement and hypertrophy, a process called remodeling.

Cardiomyopathy is a complex disease process that can affect the heart of a person of any age.

Song To You

Hope Is a Dream that Doesn't Sleep (Cho Kyu Hyun) - English Version

It doesn't matter if I get lonely. When I think about you,
a smile will flicker onto my face
It doesn't matter if there are hard times. Whenever you are happy,
my heart will be filled with joy
The world that I walk through today,
even if it‘s not easy, if I close my eyes, I could see your face once again
The dream that continues to run around me,
has turned from my side to you
Everyday, my life is like a dream
Being with you and loving you has allowed me to stand firm again
To me, the precious memories of our happiness
Will stay warm to even during the hard times
Hope is my dream that will not fall asleep
Like a shadow that's by my side,
silently you come to me
Regardless if I am in pain, whether there are lonely days,
you come to me
I don't mind if the world will make me cry,
because you are always with me
Like dust, would memories dissipate?
I smile a little, just to comfort my own heart
Everyday, my life is like a dream
Being with you and loving you has allowed me to stand firm again
To me, the precious memories of our happiness
Will stay warm to me even during hardships
Hope is my dream that will not fall asleep
Numerous times, I have stagger and fall
But I continue to stand back up
There's only one heart of mine
During hard times, you become my strength
Forever my heart will face you
I will swallow all my hurt,
and show you my smiling face
From now on, I will not be in pain anymore
Regardless of what, I'll embrace hope and realize our hope together
I'll try calling out to you in a place where I cannot reach
I will use my whole heart to love only you

Time

it's been a long time since i wrote my last post. i'm sorry for not taking care this blog.

that's because i have a hard time for thinking about my own life.

but it already finished and it didn't made me stress. because i believe the hard time at least change into a good time.

so, today i would like to say thank you for everyone who ever read this blog.

from now on, i'll promise for taking care this blog with some interesting post. (help me then all..)

see yea soon..

Anytime

Happy Moments. (Praise God)

Difficult Moments. (Seek God)

Quiet Moments. (Worship God)

Painful Moments. (Trust God)

Every Moments. (Thank God)

When I Look At You Miley Cyrus

Jeder braucht Inspiration
Jeder braucht eine Seele
Die wunderschöne Melodie
wenn die Einsamkeit der Nacht einbricht
Denn es gibt keine Garantie,
dass dieses Leben leicht sei.

Yeah Wenn meine Welt zusammenbricht
wenn kein Licht mehr erstrahlt
Die Dunkelheit, das passiert...
Wenn ich... ich dich ansehe
Wenn die Wellen, das Ufer überfluten
und ich meinen Weg nach Hause nicht mehr finden kann - das passiert
wenn ich... ich dich ansehe.

Wenn ich dich ansehe, sehe ich die Verzeihung
Ich sehe die Wahrheit
Du liebst mich für das, was ich bin
Wie die Sterne, die bei dem Mond bleiben, genau da, wo sie hingehören.
Und ich weiß, ich bin nicht allein.

Yeah Wenn meine Welt zusammenbricht
wenn kein Licht mehr erstrahlt
Die Dunkelheit, das passiert...
Wenn ich... ich dich ansehe
Wenn die Wellen, das Ufer überfluten
und ich meinen Weg nach Hause nicht mehr finden kann - das passiert
wenn ich... ich dich ansehe.

Du tauchst so plötzlich in meinem Leben auf,
es ist wie ein Traum.
Wie Collidoscope (?) Farben, die mich bedecken.
Du bist alles was ich brauche: jedes mal, wenn ich atme, ahnst du nicht,
dass du wundervoll bist.

Wenn die Wellen, das Ufer überfluten
und ich meinen Weg nach Hause nicht mehr finden kann - das passiert
wenn ich... ich dich ansehe (...ich dich ansehe)

Du tauchst so plötzlich in meinem Leben auf,
es ist wie ein Traum.

The Situation

"as you already know, the instrument is hard"

when i heard this sentence, i know something was wrong with my heart, worse than before.