Yep, Sunday is the best day ever.

Sunday, is time where people tried to praise God better than another day.
why?
because we go to church every sunday.
yep people thought that the best time to praise Lord is on sunday, but i think is better than never.
althought we must praise and thank lord in everything.
at least there is one day when people, even the busiest people take a little time to go to church.
Yea, that was good.
urmm...
today i'm so happy, God showed me that He never leave me alone.
He always beside me to handle all the problem that i've face.
Thanks God.

God, i longing You.
I want to have a step with You again.
Help me God.
Please set my heart.
Please don't let some doubt to fill my heart.
Amen.

Friend, i'm sorry.

sorry because it looks like i'm keeping a distance with you, friend.
i just knew that you wouldn't want to get hurt.
so i'm not taking the risk.
and so i don't want you to get hurt, yea especially by me.
i'm not good as you think.
i can be a good friend, but my friendship is always failed.
it can make me think twice.

during this period, you and i doesn't look like a friend, we look like a foe.
i'm sorry about this too.
i don't expect a thing like this.
i tried my best to get close with you.
but it seems you didn't want that thing too, and your expression tell me that you have a doubt to get close with me.
so i'm petrify.

I’m sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right
(maroon 5 - goodnight-goodnight)

Life is easy and hard at the same time

life's journey is winding turns.
sick to know that we can be happy some moment and next moment we can grieve.
can feel sore exalted and humbled in a minute.
sometimes there are times when my mind flashed on this process.
yep, I also realized that this way must have a purpose.
but sometimes I feel tired to figure out what does it all means.
Can I have a thought like this?

Rest Day

A rest day, is the best moment!

haha, i feel that moment!

that moment can relax my body, relax my mind, anything!

so, find yours!

Lonely time

"People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in." #nicepoem

Long Time

*sigh*

Hey readers, long time can't update this blog.

I'm really sorry,

so many ass to do.

hmm, i have so much story to share here.

but i don't have so much time to write that now.

can you wait it till next week?

hehe, anyway, don't forget to praise God, okay?

see yea readers. :)

Dilated cardiomyopathy [info]

Dilated cardiomyopathy or DCM is a condition in which the heart becomes weakened and enlarged and cannot pump blood efficiently. The decreased heart function can affect the lungs, liver, and other body systems.

DCM is one of the cardiomyopathies, a group of diseases that primarily affect the myocardium (the muscle of the heart). Different cardiomyopathies have different causes and affect the heart in different ways. In DCM a portion of the myocardium is dilated, often without any obvious cause. Left or right ventricular systolic pump function of the heart is impaired, leading to progressive cardiac enlargement and hypertrophy, a process called remodeling.

Cardiomyopathy is a complex disease process that can affect the heart of a person of any age.