Emotion

i get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
i get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

my doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
but the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

some say i'm psycho,
some say i'm just weird.
it's like i'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

i got really edgy,
i want to commit suicide real bad.
then i get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

i wish i could get help,
i wish it would go away.
maybe if i keep praying real hard,
it will some day. #nicepoem

Sawadikap! Bangkok, here i come!

Bankok never really sleeps

bangkok never really sleeps, it turns
it seems endlessly in and out of streets
that once wew klongs, but now

are fierce cement, where motorbikes and cars,
quick and greedy, grasp each other's fumes.

you lay awake and watched his back,
hoping there to find a place where beauty was
invicible, but saw instead the rise and fall of breath.

he spoke of love, water buffaloes and going home,
and if you know now
it was a lie, do not hate him, there isn't time.

today, when you visit Wat Phra Keo
to see a Budha carved green as a deep water,
you'll hear the wind release the temple bells:

Ani'chung. Impermanent. there isn't hate,
isn't love. Ani'chung. there isn't time.

Ani'chung, ani'chung, ani'chung.

2004, Noel Rowe
"Next to Nothing"

learn about Loyalty

you can't buy loyalty, they say,
i bought it though, the other day
you can't buy friendships, tried and true
well just the same, i bought that too.
i made my bid and on spot
brought love and faith and a whole job lot
of happiness, so all in all
The purchase price was pretty small
i bought a single trusting heart,
that gave devation from the start
if you thing these things are
'NOT FOR SALE'
buy a brown-eyed puppy with a wagging tail

-

Plus je vois l'homme,
plus j'aimie mon chien

I'll Never Leave - Hady Mirza (Chord)

today i'm trying to make the chord of this song, because when i'm surf the internet no one give me the chord, just the lyric, so i did it the chord, hope you'll like it. ^_^
Ps. I'm sorry for any mistake that i did.

I'll Never Leave (Lyric + Chorus)
-Hady Mirza-

Intro: Dm Bb F C (2x)

Verse 1:
Dm F
Words have been spoken
Bb F
But still nothing said
Dm F
Hearts have been broken
Bb F
Bleeding left for dead

Dm F
I can still here you crying
Bb F
In the dead of night
Dm F
Calling a whisper
Bb F
To make it alright

Bridge:
C Dm
Come into my dreams tonight
F C
I'll keep my arms open wide
C Bb
Just say you'll be mine

Chorus:
F C Dm Bb F
I'll never leave you again, ever ever again
F C Dm Bb
Tell me it's not too late to go back where we began

F C Dm Bb F
I'll never leave you again, ever ever again
F C
There's just no time to waste
Dm Bb
Let's just start all over again, over again

Verse 2:
Dm F
Years left behind us
Bb F
Are for the years to come
Dm F
Forgive and forget for the times
Bb F
That we have come undone

Dm F
I can still feel you passion
Bb F
Burning bright
Dm F
I'll be the whisper
Bb F
I'll make it alright

Bridge:
C Dm
Come into my dreams tonight
F C
I'll keep my arms open wide
C Bb
Just say you'll be mine

Intro: Dm F Bb (2x)

Chorus:
G B Em D/F# G
I'll never leave you again, ever ever again
G B Em D/F#
Tell me it's not too late to go back where we began

G B Em D/F# G
I'll never leave you again, ever ever again
G B
There's just no time to waste
Em D/F# G
Let's just start all over again, over again



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Funeral

one doesn't leave a funeral in the same way that he has come.
he cannot help but have death on his mind.
he cannot help but be aware that such in the end of all life.
he may look at himself and have a new awareness that his body will not last forever.
these thoughts are ones that humans must face and find a way to deal with.

some believe that the death is only the beginning of the next great mystery and the soul is eternal.
others take a practical view that death is all there is.
one leaves a funeral with thoughts of life and it's fragility on his mind.

say

can you come back to me?
i'm waiting right here for you to come back.
there's a lot of things i want to say.