sometimes

it's cold, so cold
quite and still
i feel so alone
sadness has come to visit me

there's a storm in my heart
and my mind can't see the sun
happiness is fleeting
where has it all gone

my head is cloudy and heavy
tears running down my chin
ready for relief but the sorrow doesn't end

feeling empty and full
at the same time
so much i can't express
wish i could scream my disstress

i'm trying i really am
to hold it all together
just waiting and hoping
can't stay here and forever

don't leave me alone
not this long
i need your touch and kindness
to know i belong

hearing you voice comforts me
makes me feel that you do care
maybe you're feeling alone too
but i'm right here in front of you

we give, we receive
but balance has to come
not just me searching for you
and you have come and gone

the despair will grow smaller
the light will come eventually
but now it's just self pity

lonely