Dilated cardiomyopathy [info]

Dilated cardiomyopathy or DCM is a condition in which the heart becomes weakened and enlarged and cannot pump blood efficiently. The decreased heart function can affect the lungs, liver, and other body systems.

DCM is one of the cardiomyopathies, a group of diseases that primarily affect the myocardium (the muscle of the heart). Different cardiomyopathies have different causes and affect the heart in different ways. In DCM a portion of the myocardium is dilated, often without any obvious cause. Left or right ventricular systolic pump function of the heart is impaired, leading to progressive cardiac enlargement and hypertrophy, a process called remodeling.

Cardiomyopathy is a complex disease process that can affect the heart of a person of any age.

Song To You

Hope Is a Dream that Doesn't Sleep (Cho Kyu Hyun) - English Version

It doesn't matter if I get lonely. When I think about you,
a smile will flicker onto my face
It doesn't matter if there are hard times. Whenever you are happy,
my heart will be filled with joy
The world that I walk through today,
even if it‘s not easy, if I close my eyes, I could see your face once again
The dream that continues to run around me,
has turned from my side to you
Everyday, my life is like a dream
Being with you and loving you has allowed me to stand firm again
To me, the precious memories of our happiness
Will stay warm to even during the hard times
Hope is my dream that will not fall asleep
Like a shadow that's by my side,
silently you come to me
Regardless if I am in pain, whether there are lonely days,
you come to me
I don't mind if the world will make me cry,
because you are always with me
Like dust, would memories dissipate?
I smile a little, just to comfort my own heart
Everyday, my life is like a dream
Being with you and loving you has allowed me to stand firm again
To me, the precious memories of our happiness
Will stay warm to me even during hardships
Hope is my dream that will not fall asleep
Numerous times, I have stagger and fall
But I continue to stand back up
There's only one heart of mine
During hard times, you become my strength
Forever my heart will face you
I will swallow all my hurt,
and show you my smiling face
From now on, I will not be in pain anymore
Regardless of what, I'll embrace hope and realize our hope together
I'll try calling out to you in a place where I cannot reach
I will use my whole heart to love only you

Time

it's been a long time since i wrote my last post. i'm sorry for not taking care this blog.

that's because i have a hard time for thinking about my own life.

but it already finished and it didn't made me stress. because i believe the hard time at least change into a good time.

so, today i would like to say thank you for everyone who ever read this blog.

from now on, i'll promise for taking care this blog with some interesting post. (help me then all..)

see yea soon..

Anytime

Happy Moments. (Praise God)

Difficult Moments. (Seek God)

Quiet Moments. (Worship God)

Painful Moments. (Trust God)

Every Moments. (Thank God)

When I Look At You Miley Cyrus

Jeder braucht Inspiration
Jeder braucht eine Seele
Die wunderschöne Melodie
wenn die Einsamkeit der Nacht einbricht
Denn es gibt keine Garantie,
dass dieses Leben leicht sei.

Yeah Wenn meine Welt zusammenbricht
wenn kein Licht mehr erstrahlt
Die Dunkelheit, das passiert...
Wenn ich... ich dich ansehe
Wenn die Wellen, das Ufer überfluten
und ich meinen Weg nach Hause nicht mehr finden kann - das passiert
wenn ich... ich dich ansehe.

Wenn ich dich ansehe, sehe ich die Verzeihung
Ich sehe die Wahrheit
Du liebst mich für das, was ich bin
Wie die Sterne, die bei dem Mond bleiben, genau da, wo sie hingehören.
Und ich weiß, ich bin nicht allein.

Yeah Wenn meine Welt zusammenbricht
wenn kein Licht mehr erstrahlt
Die Dunkelheit, das passiert...
Wenn ich... ich dich ansehe
Wenn die Wellen, das Ufer überfluten
und ich meinen Weg nach Hause nicht mehr finden kann - das passiert
wenn ich... ich dich ansehe.

Du tauchst so plötzlich in meinem Leben auf,
es ist wie ein Traum.
Wie Collidoscope (?) Farben, die mich bedecken.
Du bist alles was ich brauche: jedes mal, wenn ich atme, ahnst du nicht,
dass du wundervoll bist.

Wenn die Wellen, das Ufer überfluten
und ich meinen Weg nach Hause nicht mehr finden kann - das passiert
wenn ich... ich dich ansehe (...ich dich ansehe)

Du tauchst so plötzlich in meinem Leben auf,
es ist wie ein Traum.

The Situation

"as you already know, the instrument is hard"

when i heard this sentence, i know something was wrong with my heart, worse than before.

Never Alone - Jim Brickman

for lyric:

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/lady_antebellum/never_alone.html

Ps. I didn't it my own.

we are

we are not human beings going through
a temporary spiritual experience.
we are spiritual beings going
through a temporary human experience.

For Everything There is a Season

For everything there is a season,
and time for every matter under heaven:
a time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time pluck up what is planted;
a time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to build up;
a time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
a time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to seek, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to throw away;
a time to tear, and a time to sew;
a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
a time to love, and a time to hate;
a time to war, and a time to peace

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Emotion

i get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
i get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

my doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
but the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

some say i'm psycho,
some say i'm just weird.
it's like i'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

i got really edgy,
i want to commit suicide real bad.
then i get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

i wish i could get help,
i wish it would go away.
maybe if i keep praying real hard,
it will some day. #nicepoem

Sawadikap! Bangkok, here i come!

Bankok never really sleeps

bangkok never really sleeps, it turns
it seems endlessly in and out of streets
that once wew klongs, but now

are fierce cement, where motorbikes and cars,
quick and greedy, grasp each other's fumes.

you lay awake and watched his back,
hoping there to find a place where beauty was
invicible, but saw instead the rise and fall of breath.

he spoke of love, water buffaloes and going home,
and if you know now
it was a lie, do not hate him, there isn't time.

today, when you visit Wat Phra Keo
to see a Budha carved green as a deep water,
you'll hear the wind release the temple bells:

Ani'chung. Impermanent. there isn't hate,
isn't love. Ani'chung. there isn't time.

Ani'chung, ani'chung, ani'chung.

2004, Noel Rowe
"Next to Nothing"

learn about Loyalty

you can't buy loyalty, they say,
i bought it though, the other day
you can't buy friendships, tried and true
well just the same, i bought that too.
i made my bid and on spot
brought love and faith and a whole job lot
of happiness, so all in all
The purchase price was pretty small
i bought a single trusting heart,
that gave devation from the start
if you thing these things are
'NOT FOR SALE'
buy a brown-eyed puppy with a wagging tail

-

Plus je vois l'homme,
plus j'aimie mon chien

I'll Never Leave - Hady Mirza (Chord)

today i'm trying to make the chord of this song, because when i'm surf the internet no one give me the chord, just the lyric, so i did it the chord, hope you'll like it. ^_^
Ps. I'm sorry for any mistake that i did.

I'll Never Leave (Lyric + Chorus)
-Hady Mirza-

Intro: Dm Bb F C (2x)

Verse 1:
Dm F
Words have been spoken
Bb F
But still nothing said
Dm F
Hearts have been broken
Bb F
Bleeding left for dead

Dm F
I can still here you crying
Bb F
In the dead of night
Dm F
Calling a whisper
Bb F
To make it alright

Bridge:
C Dm
Come into my dreams tonight
F C
I'll keep my arms open wide
C Bb
Just say you'll be mine

Chorus:
F C Dm Bb F
I'll never leave you again, ever ever again
F C Dm Bb
Tell me it's not too late to go back where we began

F C Dm Bb F
I'll never leave you again, ever ever again
F C
There's just no time to waste
Dm Bb
Let's just start all over again, over again

Verse 2:
Dm F
Years left behind us
Bb F
Are for the years to come
Dm F
Forgive and forget for the times
Bb F
That we have come undone

Dm F
I can still feel you passion
Bb F
Burning bright
Dm F
I'll be the whisper
Bb F
I'll make it alright

Bridge:
C Dm
Come into my dreams tonight
F C
I'll keep my arms open wide
C Bb
Just say you'll be mine

Intro: Dm F Bb (2x)

Chorus:
G B Em D/F# G
I'll never leave you again, ever ever again
G B Em D/F#
Tell me it's not too late to go back where we began

G B Em D/F# G
I'll never leave you again, ever ever again
G B
There's just no time to waste
Em D/F# G
Let's just start all over again, over again



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Funeral

one doesn't leave a funeral in the same way that he has come.
he cannot help but have death on his mind.
he cannot help but be aware that such in the end of all life.
he may look at himself and have a new awareness that his body will not last forever.
these thoughts are ones that humans must face and find a way to deal with.

some believe that the death is only the beginning of the next great mystery and the soul is eternal.
others take a practical view that death is all there is.
one leaves a funeral with thoughts of life and it's fragility on his mind.