Sabtu, 29 Oktober 2011

I surrender everything to Your control

Lord, please give me wisdom to understand everything that You want in my life. Amen.

so, here's song that remind me of everything.

"Ana laura - Completely"

The secret of life is letting go
The secret of love is letting it show
In all that i do
In all that i say
Right here in this moment

The power of prayer is in a humble cry
The power of change is in giving my life
I’m laying it down
Down at Your feet
Right here in this moment

Chorus:
Take my heart
Take my soul
I surrender everything to Your control
And let all this is within me lift up to You and say
I am Yours and Yours alone
Completely

The journey of life is a search for truth
This journey of faith is following You
Every step of the way
Through the joy and the pain
Right here in this moment

Right here, right now, and for the rest of my life
Hear me say

I am Yours and Yours alone
Completely

Jumat, 28 Oktober 2011

Uncomfortable

tonight i still feel a lil bit uncomfortable.
from morning until now my 'heart' isn't okay.
i don't know why, but i still hope everything will be all rite.
now, i still outside my house and alone.
don't know what to do, and don't wanna try to do something.

sigh, i'm tired...
but i still feel lucky cause the scent of hot chocolate brought me back to real life,
and so my notebook still beside me.
it can help me not to feel tired.

rainy day oh rainy day..
oh... i think it'll be nice if the weather is warmer.
yep, so the weather can warming my heart a little.

So the last, i want to say Thanks to God.
Because He always gives me an amazing day to step.

xu duo hua ti guan yu wo jiu lian wo ye you ting guo
(there has been many topics concerning me, even i've heard of them)
wo de kuai le yao bei ren ke wei qu que mei you ren su shuo
(my happiness has to be recognised, yet my grievances are not spoken of)
如果你也听说-Zhang Hui Mei

Rabu, 26 Oktober 2011

"Which one are you?"

here's another dialogue from Facing The Giants's movie which touching me..

Coach Taylor: (Stands up and runs after Bridges) Mr. Bridges! Do you believe God told you to come tell me that?

Mr. Bridges: I do.

Coach Taylor: I admit to you I have been struggling. But I’ve also been praying. I just don’t see him at work here.

Mr. Bridges: Grant. I heard a story about two farmers who desperately needed rain. And both of them prayed for rain, but only one of them went out and prepared his field to receive it. Which one do you think trusted God to send the rain?

Grant: The one who prepared his fields for it.

Mr. Bridges: Which one are you?
God will send the rain when he's ready. You need to prepare your field to receive it.

Selasa, 25 Oktober 2011

So It's 5 o'clock in the morning.. Yep, another song for today..

5 O'Clock lyrics by T-Pain

CHORUS-INTRO:
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
Conversation got boring
You said you're going to bed soon
So I snuck off to your bedroom
And I thought I'd just wait there (uh)
Until I heard you come up the stairs (uhh)
I pretended I was sleeping (uhh)
And I was hoping

VERSE 1:
Eh! It's 5 O'Clock in the mornin', and I want ya
And you want me, don't ya?
I can see it
Cause you been waiting on me since I said that I was hittin' the club

The sun be comin' up on me
And I know you be gettin' so horny
Cause you be sendin' me texts and
It's like boy just get your ass up in that car and come get all of this love
(it's 5 O'clock in the morning)

You ain't gotta remind me
She already said if I don't come on time she
Might go crazy
and she'll be waiting on me naked
with one of my chains on

PRE-CHORUS:
She might come and find me, Ohhhhh!
And then ask me kindly, Ohhhh!
Do I want her to go crazy
We do this every night
and then we always wake up singing the same song

CHORUS:
It's 5 o'clock in the morning (yeah)
Conversation got boring (talk to me girl)
You said you're going to bed soon (let's go)
So I snuck off to your bedroom (come on)
And I thought I'd just wait there (wait on me)
Until I heard you come up the stairs (I won't let you stay lonely)
I pretended I was sleeping (alright)
And I was hoping you would creep in (goodnight)

It's 5 o'clock in the morning
Conversation got boring
You said you're going to bed soon
So I snuck off to your bedroom
And I thought I'd just wait there
Until I heard you come up the stairs
And I pretended I was sleeping
And I was hoping you would creep in

VERSE 2:
It's 5 o'clock in the morning, and you callin'
And these females, got me stallion'
I can hear your voice in my head like
(what is he doin') Ohhh! (what is he doin')

Cause I keep checkin my cell phone, and these missed calls
And you textin' me like Imma kill y'all
If you don't get your ass up outta that club
And do you know what time it is?
(it's 5 O'Clock in the morning)

Ooo, oh my bad girl
This Nuvo got me trippin' and I know that you mad girl
But you ain't gotta worry 'bout nuthin'
Girl I got ya
Girl I got ya

PRE-CHORUS:
She might come and find me, Oh no-no
And then ask me kindly, Oh no-no
Do I want her to go crazy
We do this every night
and then we always wake up singing the same song

CHORUS:
It's 5 o'clock in the morning (yeah)
Conversation got boring (talk to me girl)
You said you're going to bed soon (let's go)
So I snuck off to your bedroom (come on)
And I thought I'd just wait there (wait on me)
Until I heard you come up the stairs (I won't let you stay lonely)
I pretended I was sleeping (alright)
And I was hoping you would creep in (baby girl goodnight)

It's 5 o'clock in the morning
Conversation got boring
You said you're going to bed soon
So I snuck off to your bedroom
And I thought I'd just wait there
Until I heard you come up the stairs
And I pretended I was sleeping
And I was hoping you would creep in
It's 5 o'clock in the morning


RAP:
Aww. And you ain't got nutting' on
But the T-shirt that I left over at your house
the last time I came and put it on ya
To many thirsty girls up in this club
for me to leave here with one of 'em
That's why I call her
and you'll be right at home
waitin' for me
iPhone plugged in the wall
just waitin' for me
Club close at 6 left around 4:30
Yeah so by the time I'm at your crib (it's 5 O'Clock in the morning)
And you yawnin
but I been drinkin' all night and I feel like performing'
with you in the bedroom
floor to the dresser
don't want nothin' less
'cause I'm sure you're the best you're the one
so I let you
that's how you show me love
and when we finish you like damn babe you woke me up
I love the way you put it down like this for both of us
the sun ain't the only thing that's coming up


CHORUS-OUTRO:
It's 5 o'clock in the morning
Conversation got boring
You said you're going to bed soon
So I snuck off to your bedroom
And I thought I'd just wait there
Until I heard you come up the stairs
And I pretended I was sleeping
And I was hoping you would creep in
It's 5 o'clock in the morning

Minggu, 23 Oktober 2011

My today's song is.....

Jet Lag - Simple Plan Ft.Natasha Bedingfield

here's the lyric,

What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
I'm back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring

It's getting lonely living upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Try to figure out the time zones making me crazy

You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad

And my heart heart heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged

What time is it where you are?
5 more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone

I been keeping busy all the time
Just to try yo keep you off my mind
Try to figure out the time zones making me crazy

You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad


And my heart heart heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged

I miss you so bad
I miss you so bad
I miss you so bad
I miss you so bad
I miss you so bad

I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising

I miss you so bad
And turn the hour hand back to
when you were holding me

You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad

I miss when you say good morning
But it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed

I wake up to your sunset
And its driving me mad
I miss you so bad

And my heart heart heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged

Selasa, 18 Oktober 2011

Happy Bornday Granddaughter


so my today's post is about telling birthday to my granddaughter haha...
not really my granddaughter, i'm not that old!
actually, i wanted to post it yesterday, but i'm tired. arr, sorry..
so, happy belated birthday dude!
hope you wouldn't get fatter in new year. *kidding*
wish you always have a healthy life.
wish you can reach your plenty dream.
and so wish you can success in every way you take.
so, i did some art while in class, and this is for you..
(haha, not really an art, only a little scratch.)




Ps. it's better if you read the word in picture with mirror, because i intentionally write reverse

Minggu, 16 Oktober 2011

Yep, Sunday is the best day ever.

Sunday, is time where people tried to praise God better than another day.
why?
because we go to church every sunday.
yep people thought that the best time to praise Lord is on sunday, but i think is better than never.
althought we must praise and thank lord in everything.
at least there is one day when people, even the busiest people take a little time to go to church.
Yea, that was good.
urmm...
today i'm so happy, God showed me that He never leave me alone.
He always beside me to handle all the problem that i've face.
Thanks God.

God, i longing You.
I want to have a step with You again.
Help me God.
Please set my heart.
Please don't let some doubt to fill my heart.
Amen.

Sabtu, 15 Oktober 2011

Friend, i'm sorry.

sorry because it looks like i'm keeping a distance with you, friend.
i just knew that you wouldn't want to get hurt.
so i'm not taking the risk.
and so i don't want you to get hurt, yea especially by me.
i'm not good as you think.
i can be a good friend, but my friendship is always failed.
it can make me think twice.

during this period, you and i doesn't look like a friend, we look like a foe.
i'm sorry about this too.
i don't expect a thing like this.
i tried my best to get close with you.
but it seems you didn't want that thing too, and your expression tell me that you have a doubt to get close with me.
so i'm petrify.

I’m sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right
(maroon 5 - goodnight-goodnight)

Selasa, 11 Oktober 2011

Life is easy and hard at the same time

life's journey is winding turns.
sick to know that we can be happy some moment and next moment we can grieve.
can feel sore exalted and humbled in a minute.
sometimes there are times when my mind flashed on this process.
yep, I also realized that this way must have a purpose.
but sometimes I feel tired to figure out what does it all means.
Can I have a thought like this?