Emotion

i get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
i get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

my doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
but the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

some say i'm psycho,
some say i'm just weird.
it's like i'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

i got really edgy,
i want to commit suicide real bad.
then i get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

i wish i could get help,
i wish it would go away.
maybe if i keep praying real hard,
it will some day. #nicepoem

Sawadikap! Bangkok, here i come!

Bankok never really sleeps

bangkok never really sleeps, it turns
it seems endlessly in and out of streets
that once wew klongs, but now

are fierce cement, where motorbikes and cars,
quick and greedy, grasp each other's fumes.

you lay awake and watched his back,
hoping there to find a place where beauty was
invicible, but saw instead the rise and fall of breath.

he spoke of love, water buffaloes and going home,
and if you know now
it was a lie, do not hate him, there isn't time.

today, when you visit Wat Phra Keo
to see a Budha carved green as a deep water,
you'll hear the wind release the temple bells:

Ani'chung. Impermanent. there isn't hate,
isn't love. Ani'chung. there isn't time.

Ani'chung, ani'chung, ani'chung.

2004, Noel Rowe
"Next to Nothing"

learn about Loyalty

you can't buy loyalty, they say,
i bought it though, the other day
you can't buy friendships, tried and true
well just the same, i bought that too.
i made my bid and on spot
brought love and faith and a whole job lot
of happiness, so all in all
The purchase price was pretty small
i bought a single trusting heart,
that gave devation from the start
if you thing these things are
'NOT FOR SALE'
buy a brown-eyed puppy with a wagging tail

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Plus je vois l'homme,
plus j'aimie mon chien