My today's song is.....

Jet Lag - Simple Plan Ft.Natasha Bedingfield

here's the lyric,

What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
I'm back at home you feel so far
Waitin' for the phone to ring

It's getting lonely living upside down
I don't even wanna be in this town
Try to figure out the time zones making me crazy

You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad

And my heart heart heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged

What time is it where you are?
5 more days and I'll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone

I been keeping busy all the time
Just to try yo keep you off my mind
Try to figure out the time zones making me crazy

You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad


And my heart heart heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged

I miss you so bad
I miss you so bad
I miss you so bad
I miss you so bad
I miss you so bad

I wanna share your horizon
I miss you so bad
And see the same sunrising

I miss you so bad
And turn the hour hand back to
when you were holding me

You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
And it's driving me mad

I miss when you say good morning
But it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed

I wake up to your sunset
And its driving me mad
I miss you so bad

And my heart heart heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Heart Heart Heart is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged
Is so jet lagged

Happy Bornday Granddaughter

so my today's post is about telling birthday to my granddaughter haha...
not really my granddaughter, i'm not that old!
actually, i wanted to post it yesterday, but i'm tired. arr, sorry..
so, happy belated birthday dude!
hope you wouldn't get fatter in new year. *kidding*
wish you always have a healthy life.
wish you can reach your plenty dream.
and so wish you can success in every way you take.
so, i did some art while in class, and this is for you..
(haha, not really an art, only a little scratch.)

Ps. it's better if you read the word in picture with mirror, because i intentionally write reverse

Yep, Sunday is the best day ever.

Sunday, is time where people tried to praise God better than another day.
why?
because we go to church every sunday.
yep people thought that the best time to praise Lord is on sunday, but i think is better than never.
althought we must praise and thank lord in everything.
at least there is one day when people, even the busiest people take a little time to go to church.
Yea, that was good.
urmm...
today i'm so happy, God showed me that He never leave me alone.
He always beside me to handle all the problem that i've face.
Thanks God.

God, i longing You.
I want to have a step with You again.
Help me God.
Please set my heart.
Please don't let some doubt to fill my heart.
Amen.

Friend, i'm sorry.

sorry because it looks like i'm keeping a distance with you, friend.
i just knew that you wouldn't want to get hurt.
so i'm not taking the risk.
and so i don't want you to get hurt, yea especially by me.
i'm not good as you think.
i can be a good friend, but my friendship is always failed.
it can make me think twice.

during this period, you and i doesn't look like a friend, we look like a foe.
i'm sorry about this too.
i don't expect a thing like this.
i tried my best to get close with you.
but it seems you didn't want that thing too, and your expression tell me that you have a doubt to get close with me.
so i'm petrify.

I’m sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right
(maroon 5 - goodnight-goodnight)

Life is easy and hard at the same time

life's journey is winding turns.
sick to know that we can be happy some moment and next moment we can grieve.
can feel sore exalted and humbled in a minute.
sometimes there are times when my mind flashed on this process.
yep, I also realized that this way must have a purpose.
but sometimes I feel tired to figure out what does it all means.
Can I have a thought like this?

Rest Day

A rest day, is the best moment!

haha, i feel that moment!

that moment can relax my body, relax my mind, anything!

so, find yours!

Lonely time

"People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in." #nicepoem