sad

my friend die yesterday.
verry sad.
i just want to say, "Rest In Peace. We'll never forget you. deepest sympathy to his family and friends."

...

a note of nature
a bird and a song
listen so closely,
it may be gone
a sound so softly
heard in the din
the subtetly of nature
about to begin
in urban urgency
sprewn with debris
a bird and a note
playing for me

headache pain

today i have a headache,
not because i am bad
or evil person,
not becausse i hate my family,
not because i am angry
not because i am perfectionist,
and not because
screwed up,
i have headache because
my body has this disorder.

new years prayer

Dear Lord,
In the new year, we pray
that You will guide us each new day
in paths that are pleasing to You.
Lord, the new year gives us another chance
to rededicate our lives to You,
to study Your Word
so that we know right from wrong
and to act in accordance with Your commands.
Thank you for the sense of
direction, purpose and peace we get
from aligning our lives with Your Holy will.
We pray for the strength and the will to obey You
each and every day of the new year,
and when we fail, we pray for Your mercy,
Your compassion, Your grace and Your love.
Help us in the new year to be your faithful servants.
In Jesus’ name we pray, Amen.

when i die

when i die i hope no one who ever hurt me cries
and if they cry i hope their eyes fall out
and a million maggots that had made up their brains
crawl from the empty holes and devour the flesh
that covered the evil that passed itself off as a person
that i probably tried
to love

tonight

tonight,
i'm right here,
thinking of you,
wondering if you're ok.

need a friend

i need a friend.
i need a friend to trust,
a friend i can tell anything to.
i need a friend.
i need a friend to help me,
a friend that will help me to the worst.
i need a friend.
i need a friend to cry with,
over all the stupid things.
i need a friend,
a best friend,
to stay with me
until the very end.
a best friend,
to stay with me till the very end.